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    <title>two fine synchronicities</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2695</id>

    <published>2010-03-11T17:24:29Z</published>
    <updated>2010-03-11T17:25:39Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[last night we watched the movie "harvey". &nbsp;for some reason, that put the name "heather havrilevsky" into my mind.immediately after harvey, we watched an episode of farscape where one character refers to another as "harvey" in a direct reference to...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[last night we watched the movie "harvey". &nbsp;for some reason, that put the name "heather havrilevsky" into my mind.<div><br /></div><div>immediately after harvey, we watched an episode of farscape where one character refers to another as "harvey" in a direct reference to the movie we'd just watched.</div><div><br /></div><div>today i read a blog post mentioning heather havrilevsky.</div>]]>
        
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    <title>many goings on</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2694</id>

    <published>2010-03-09T02:14:11Z</published>
    <updated>2010-03-09T02:20:39Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[today, a lot of things happened.&nbsp; here are the ones i recall, in the order in which i recall them happening:entered the final week of the 2010 diet, round 1i dumped a fairly large pile of stockhops started her new...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[today, a lot of things happened.&nbsp; here are the ones i recall, in the order in which i recall them happening:<br /><br />entered the final week of the 2010 diet, round 1<br />i dumped a fairly large pile of stock<br />hops started her new job<br />i deadlifted 300 lbs<br />i enjoyed roast #100 on the gene caffe roaster<br />the apartment was certified to lack termite infestation<br />(mailed something at the post office)<br />my agents picked up 6 lbs of tasty dates<br />i purchased my first high-grade briar<br />wrote some pretty good code, with unit tests<br />(meerschaum arrived from turkey, held at post office)<br />i verified that the cesare barontini and dominican glory were both good ideas<br />i resumed, to some extent, blogging.<br /><br />today saw a fairly conspicuous convergence of major one-time events.<br />]]>
        
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    <title>inertia is fun</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2693</id>

    <published>2010-03-04T18:24:29Z</published>
    <updated>2010-03-04T18:34:51Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[i fell on the bike today.coming through a sharp curve on a debris-covered road, with my mind elsewhere, i suddenly found myself skidding at an untenable angle. &nbsp;a wood chip provided for horizontal motion of my rear wheel, i went...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[i fell on the bike today.<div><br /></div><div>coming through a sharp curve on a debris-covered road, with my mind elsewhere, i suddenly found myself skidding at an untenable angle. &nbsp;a wood chip provided for horizontal motion of my rear wheel, i went into a frightening lurch, and time slowed down, as it tends to do when i fall, to ensure that i could most fully enjoy the helplessness and inevitability of meeting the ground.</div><div><br /></div><div>except this time, i didn't meet the ground. &nbsp;my legs kept on doing what they were doing, even as they began to twist (instinctively, i hope) out of the pedals, and my body leaned out of the curve, which it was time for anyhow. &nbsp;in other words, i just kept on cornering, and before i knew it, all was right, including my bike and me.</div><div><br /></div><div>i cycled on my way, nervously and cautiously at first, and then back to normal. &nbsp;i had plenty of time left on the ride to reflect on the lessons of my near-fall.</div><div><br /></div><div>first, the lesson that applies fractally and hermetically: it ain't over 'till it's over. &nbsp;i was surely falling, but i was not committed to the fall, and i did not impact the ground even though for a short eternity i was certain that i would.</div><div><br /></div><div>second, i realized i've fallen to the ground on my bike only 2 or 3 times, and in all cases where i actually hit pavement, i was not moving in any direction except that suggested by gravity. &nbsp;in other words, i was stopped. &nbsp;in other other words, a bike moving forward wants to keep moving forward, and without sufficiently forceful motivation toward other directions, will keep on moving forward. &nbsp;my bike, particularly, likes to go forward, quickly.</div><div><br /></div><div>finally, i learned another aspect of the importance of a fast, easy cadence. &nbsp;i was spinning at no less than 90rpm, and it wasn't a hard push at that cadence. &nbsp;because of this, i had plenty of reserve power to keep the wheels spinning as i fell into my curve. &nbsp;if i'd been maxed out on power, i might not have had the reserves to keep the wheels spinning, and when the wheels aren't spinning, i'm guaranteed to have a bad time.</div><div><br /></div><div>in short, as long as the wheels are spinning, biking is a fun time.</div>]]>
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2692</id>

    <published>2010-03-03T19:26:25Z</published>
    <updated>2010-03-03T19:26:50Z</updated>

    <summary>it&apos;s Frobuary 4, 0x58....</summary>
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        <![CDATA[<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Times; font-size: medium; "><div style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 10px; padding-right: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px; padding-left: 10px; height: 90%; border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-color: initial; background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font: normal normal normal 13px/normal arial, helvetica, hirakakupro-w3, osaka, 'ms pgothic', sans-serif; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; ">it's Frobuary 4, 0x58.</div></span>]]>
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2691</id>

    <published>2010-02-19T00:17:04Z</published>
    <updated>2010-02-19T00:17:28Z</updated>

    <summary>it&apos;s Frobuary 1, 0x57, last of the weekday haircuts....</summary>
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        it&apos;s Frobuary 1, 0x57, last of the weekday haircuts.
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2690</id>

    <published>2010-02-04T01:39:02Z</published>
    <updated>2010-02-04T01:39:25Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[it's Frobuary 2, YOMHC&nbsp;0x56!...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[it's Frobuary 2, YOMHC&nbsp;0x56!]]>
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2689</id>

    <published>2010-01-24T22:34:05Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-24T22:34:29Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[it's Frobuary 1, YOMHC&nbsp;0x55!...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[it's Frobuary 1, YOMHC&nbsp;0x55!]]>
        
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    <title>http://www.deelsonheels.com</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2688</id>

    <published>2010-01-24T18:58:54Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-24T19:00:00Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[sent via their "send us a comment" form:hello,you guys regularly spam my blog.&nbsp; i really have no way of stopping you, and i always delete your spam immediately, but i did want you to know that you're the lowliest kind...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[sent via their "send us a comment" form:<br /><br />hello,<br /><br />you guys regularly spam my blog.&nbsp; i really have no way of stopping you, and i always delete your spam immediately, but i did want you to know that you're the lowliest kind of worthless slime, and that it provides no end of amusement that you post your useless crap attached to my articles about how i hate and no longer wear shoes.<br /><br />have a nice day, and please, go and fuck yourselves heartily.<br /><br />yours,<br />saint toad.<br />]]>
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2010:/blog//1.2687</id>

    <published>2010-01-05T01:48:13Z</published>
    <updated>2010-01-05T01:48:54Z</updated>

    <summary>it&apos;s Frobuary 3, YOMHC 0x53!a new haircut for a new julian decade!ha ha, no, same old mohawk....</summary>
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        <![CDATA[it's Frobuary 3, YOMHC 0x53!<br /><br />a new haircut for a new julian decade!<br /><br />ha ha, no, same old mohawk.<br />]]>
        
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<entry>
    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2009:/blog//1.2686</id>

    <published>2009-12-22T00:53:40Z</published>
    <updated>2009-12-22T00:54:04Z</updated>

    <summary>it&apos;s Frobuary 2, YOMHC 0x52!...</summary>
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        <![CDATA[it's Frobuary 2, YOMHC 0x52!<br />]]>
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2009:/blog//1.2685</id>

    <published>2009-12-17T16:23:57Z</published>
    <updated>2009-12-17T16:24:21Z</updated>

    <summary>it&apos;s YOMHC 0x51, date unknown....</summary>
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        <![CDATA[it's YOMHC 0x51, date unknown.<br />]]>
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2009:/blog//1.2684</id>

    <published>2009-12-03T16:56:12Z</published>
    <updated>2009-12-03T16:57:14Z</updated>

    <summary>it is YOMHC 0x50, date unknown....</summary>
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        it is YOMHC 0x50, date unknown.
        
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    <title>downhill</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2009:/blog//1.2683</id>

    <published>2009-11-20T18:09:31Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-20T18:15:59Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[i've never liked or been good at running downhill, no matter my footwear.&nbsp; the fivefingers revealed major flaws in my downhill running, teaching me that though i wasn't heel-striking anymore, i was toe-braking downhill, putting just as much stress on...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[i've never liked or been good at running downhill, no matter my footwear.&nbsp; the fivefingers revealed major flaws in my downhill running, teaching me that though i wasn't heel-striking anymore, i was toe-braking downhill, putting just as much stress on my knees and slowing myself down.<br /><br />taking the shoes off brings in a whole new universe of teaching sensations, and i learned that toe braking isn't just bad for my knees and hips.&nbsp; without the fivefingers, downhill toe-braking is likely to open a blister on my toes, or worse, depending on the pavement.<br /><br />i've known for a while how to run downhill, my feet and body know what has to be done, but i wanted independent confirmation -- i wanted someone to tell me how to do it.<br /><br />today i gave the technique a little practice: lean forward, cadence to ludicrous speed, and suppress the mental voice that's screaming that i'm going to fall on my face and kill myself.&nbsp; the very high cadence tires me out pretty quickly, but the really hard part is overcoming the fear that i'm going to faceplant.&nbsp; maybe if i'd been a skater in my youth i wouldn't have such a fear, but i wasn't, and the fear is pretty strong.<br /><br />running this way seems to keep my feet landing under me or slightly behind me, eliminating the braking/shearing forces on my footballs and toes, maintaining or increasing my speed, and keeping the body happy.&nbsp; it's the way it's supposed to be done, but i feel that it will take a very long time for it to become second nature.<br />]]>
        
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    <title>vacation travel</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2009:/blog//1.2682</id>

    <published>2009-11-18T16:41:54Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-18T16:52:18Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[i dreamed last night that i managed to finally pull together a vacation trip that i'd been wanting to take for a very long time.&nbsp; i had a lot of troubles getting it all set up, and once i was...]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[i dreamed last night that i managed to finally pull together a vacation trip that i'd been wanting to take for a very long time.&nbsp; i had a lot of troubles getting it all set up, and once i was on the plane i began worrying about all that i'd forgotten -- did i have my passport?&nbsp; i figured i must have, since i was on the plane.&nbsp; did i have charger for my phone?&nbsp; no, i didn't.&nbsp; did i have clothes, cell charger, and paper for letter writing?&nbsp; no, not really.&nbsp; but i had a carry-on backpack full of something.<br /><br />i worried that on arrival, my hosts would discover things about my heritage and lock me up in a dungeon and nobody would come to my aid.&nbsp; that was a real problem, and a risk i was going to have to take -- since i didn't think of it until the plane took off.&nbsp; besides, i figured, i wasn't important enough to warrant that kind of digging, although it wouldn't take much if the government was inclined to be thorough.<br /><br />oh! i realized with a start that i hadn't told my boss i was going on vacation.&nbsp; that would be bad, i figured, since he might notice a two week absence.&nbsp; fortunately, one of my coworkers was traveling as well, though not "with" me, per se.&nbsp; mr adam burns (ahem), and he had the boss's phone number.&nbsp; i called him from my cell phone, cursing the fact that now my boss would have my private number, and told him i'd be out.&nbsp; he said that was fine.<br /><br />all that settled, i sat back to attempt to enjoy the long flight to iran.<br /><br />the plane was very large, with few seats per aisle, tons and tons of leg room, and six foot wide aisles.&nbsp; i got up to go for a little walk and felt the plane landing.&nbsp; it was way too soon for that.&nbsp; as the plane came down, i looked at the floor and could see tiled bathroom floor moving aft where the cabin floor should have been.&nbsp; the plane was no plane at all, just a big metal skeleton full of chairs.&nbsp; the plane came to a stop and my fellow passengers noticed that we had no crew.&nbsp; we all went outside to look around, and found we were in a sandy beach-canyon area, with high, sandy sea cliffs and no sight of water.&nbsp; we poked around in the sand for a bit and went back into the plane.<br /><br />all our luggage was gone, including my bag that had nothing useful in it, as were our airfares.&nbsp; it was made known to us at that point (by the dungeon master, i guess) that the people running this "airline" were notorious swindlers and scammers, and we'd been had.&nbsp; there would be no trip to iran and no refunds.<br /><br />that dream came to an end and i moved on to one significantly less pleasant.<br />]]>
        
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    <title>happy new year!</title>
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    <id>tag:sainttoad.com,2009:/blog//1.2681</id>

    <published>2009-11-10T17:32:19Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-10T17:33:22Z</updated>

    <summary><![CDATA[it's frobuary 2, YOMHC 0x4f!first mohawk with the 00000.man, that's close.&nbsp; but could be closer.&nbsp; we'll see.head feels like velcro.&nbsp; need a hat in the evenings.&nbsp; brrr....]]></summary>
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        <![CDATA[it's frobuary 2, YOMHC 0x4f!<br /><br />first mohawk with the 00000.<br /><br />man, that's close.&nbsp; but could be closer.&nbsp; we'll see.<br /><br />head feels like velcro.&nbsp; need a hat in the evenings.&nbsp; brrr.<br />]]>
        
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