what if

what if...

i'm the type of guy that falls in love with every woman he meets that smiles at him?

what if...

i stumbled upon something real this time?

i worry.

oh god do i worry.

and nothing worries me more than my love interests, because i intend to find someone to be with for the rest of my life. and if i fuck that up from day 1, i fuck it up for my entire life.

so it's important to me that i get it right.