there's no denying it

i have some gray hairs on my head.

i seemed to recall making a vow to myself that if i ever saw grey on my head, i'd get a buzz.

well i got a modified buzz last weekend and now they really show up.

then i remembered that that was *not* my vow, i had vowed that if my weight dropped beneath 200 i'd get a buzz (which, technically, it did last weekend, so the buzz was justified. but somehow i managed not to buzz it in 2004 when i weighed 185. oops).

no, what i promised myself was that if i got gray hairs i'd quit my jorb and find one that's less stressful. we'll see if that happens.

more and more of the old guard has left from my company. i'm quickly becoming one of the oldest of the old-timers. it's scary.