bleah

i am now entering the third week of my experiment in misery.

the first week went surprisingly well. this weekend went unsurprisingly poorly. today i awoke with a persistent allergy headache. yesterday i enjoyed a persistent runny nose. head pressure, sore eyes, lack of focus... all the things i've missed out on these past five years as an allergy drug addict.

i wonder if they'll get better or worse?

one thing i have now that i didn't have back then is an iron willpower.

except when it comes to certain indulgences, that is.