another blow to routine

as a result of the experiment, my day is no longer punctuated by the morning and evening meds. now, my "morning" had already gotten quite flexible, occurring somewhere between 7am and 11am.

but the "evening" was always fixed between 7pm and 7:30pm, with a heavy emphasis at 7pm. now, when 7 rolls around, i feel a bit lost. disoriented more by the absence of a ritual marker than by the effects of the drug.

speaking of which, i'm doing much better than i expected. much, much better. and my voice is deeper now that my sinuses are full of snot.

sexy.