i'm a dufus

or, like "anakin skywalker", i'm "under stress".

i'm a dufus under stress.

i made assumptions and got worked up over the wrong stuff and... and the same as always. once i got confrontational and found out how wrong i was, i felt like a jerk.

sigh.

this is how it is:

it's been months since i've been able to be angry at her for more than a couple hours. i love my W and the way she makes me feel.

it keeps coming back to that. that's more important than any misunderstanding or argument, and we both know it. :-*