wonderful sleep deprived weekend

thoughts that occurred, in no particular order :

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you know me better than anyone else in the world. you know stuff i didn't tell you. you know stuff i don't know. and we haven't even bothered to do the "tell me your favorite crap" crap, yet. wow.

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miracles
improbability
fate? i still don't believe in it. but it's tough not to when i wake up with you next to me.

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i smile when i think: "what will it be like a month from now?"

sometimes a smile doesn't cut it, and i have to laugh. i'm smiling as i type type type this.

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when you're not smiling, i want to fix it. if i don't know how, i want to find out.

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i dont just want to do things with you
i want to do things for you

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life isn't easy
i want to help you through it
and i want you to keep helping me
in other words: i want to wad you up into my life

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you were going to ask me to if i hadn't taken the initiative and gone ahead. what a relief!

hah! there's a pun in there, too.

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